我..

我不再为你而伤心..
我不再为你而犹豫..
我决定...已经决定...
让我好好为自己做决定...
你的一切我都不会再留恋...
你的一切都不再属于我了...
直到今天我清楚知道你是你,我是我...
也许我们真的不适合对方吧...
你曾经很努力的在为我改变..
我也曾经尝试进入你的世界里...
可是大家到最后都很累...
原来爱真的是不容易的...
我只想遇到一个爱我,一个平凡的爱情就好了..
因为一次又一次的伤害,真的让我害怕...
曾经我喜欢的,却因家人而放弃我...
曾经我爱的,却因不合而选择分开...
我不知道会否能遇到个可以给我简单爱的人..
我只是害怕再次伤害到下一个爱我的人..
所以...
如果让我开始新的恋情,我会说...
好好确定你是否喜欢我,才来说爱我..
因为我不想自己再受伤害,更不想再伤害人..
我的心负荷不了再次的伤害..
我...只想做自己...
我...只想有段简单的爱情...
我...只想让自己更自由..
我...只想比以前过得更好...
我...需要勇气去面对..
我...需要真正对我好的朋友...
我...希望自己不会再做错决定...
不论友情或爱情...
我都失去信任了...
如果是为我好那就别再伤害我..
更别再伤害我后才告诉我是为我好...
因为我没办法再接受.....
我...只想重新来过...
新的世界里...
不再有隐瞒和虚伪...
不再有任何承诺...
我只想要简单的生活........
我涌入不进复杂的生活方式...
若你的生活方式和我不一样,
不代表我无法接受...
只要你坦白让我知道..
我会好好的去面对...
但是请不要给我假意的立场,假意的想法让自己那么辛苦..
做回自己就好.....
至少我知道也不会勉强你和我是一样世界的人...

我不比任何人来得特别...
我....只是个过着平淡生活的平凡人...

just let it be...

sometimes...we just need to move on without anyone around us..

sometimes and somehow...i have to keep moving with broken heart...

honestly...no one can really understand your situation or feeling..

only you yourself know the truth and feelings..

never expect people can feel you..

just let it be...

no matter what,still have to move on..

i know i'm not alone,as my friends always told me i got them..

but then for some particular thing that is only keep deep in my heart...

i really need to face it and deal with it..

and again...let it be.......

feel struggling, annoying, confusing..

everything seems like unfair...

but nothing i can do ..

again... just let it be..

my life... is time to have some turning point..

having bad condition now....

feel like already get used with share with nobody but myself..

sigh....

have to solve it alone...

and pray hard to my God..

i cant control anything,but i can control myself...

as long as ... things still under control..

wth i'm talking here..

guess i'm just don't know how to express anymore..

off to bed......