again...is hard for me to made a decision*sigh*
"no matter what,as long as you happy,then i will accept the decision..."
this is what you always told me,but you are not happy at all...
i'm so sorry...i just want you to know,no matter what,you are important for me,i know i always makes you feel that i can just promise you something but when another thing or plan appear,i will break the promise and let you down *sigh x2*
thousand of sorry in my heart *sorry*...i'm really feel so sorry to you...
i can't made a decision when things come together...it's just...too hard for me =(
i know you will disappointed everytime when i told you that i'm sorry because i need to postpone our plan or bla bla n bla bla,although u will say 'is ok''never mind',but...for sometimes you are actually not ok at all,you just want me to feel better...
sometimes,i just feel like the decision that i made is confusing myself at the same time >.<"
because i'm not only have to think about you but i need to think about the consequences at the same time...sometimes i admit that is because i think too much,but sometimes i really have to think about the consequences...
sometimes i need to choose either one between you and myself,you and others people,you and my leader,you and everything... how to decide?how to choose?i was confuse ...
people always said that it just a decision,no need to think so much,but ...
people also said that 'a decision might makes you regret for your entire life' *gosh*
i am not complaining that you are not good enough,but you was too nice with me,until i feel so guilty,because you always tolerate with me no matter what happen...can you be fierce to me...?
i have to made a decision again,and you will feel disappointed again...
i just hope everything,everyone will be fine...
i just want to stop think that much...
i just want to be more confident...
i just want to made a decision that no people will get hurt or unhappy...
i just want you to be happy and feel proud that i am your girl...
can i make it...?
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3 comments:
my dear silly girl, its normal i see ur post like this adi XD lol.
there's nothing as PERFECT in everything u do or u want. u cannot expect ur decision made can fulfill EVERYONE around u. there'l sure b more for someone and less for others. it depends on u. n i believe that true friends or ur love wouldnt blame u unless it is real serious problem.
so be CONFIDENT n trust the decisions u made! supporting u always, elaine =)
i pun tak nak cakap apa apa lagi..
it's really like wad elaine said..
" its normal i see ur post like this adi XD lol."
but if u juz wanted to shout out somethg tat made u feel bad..then onli u can feel better..
then juz write it out and release ur stress..
it's really not good for u, u noe?
sweetie... decisions that you make should not please others.. but yourself. Like Elaine said, "u cannot expect ur decision made can fulfill EVERYONE around u." or in that case, u cannot make everyone else around you happy, and you regretting with the decision you've made. You've been trying to please everyone else, why not just please yourself and make yourself happy with what YOU really want to do. (: its okay to say "NO"...those who do not understand, do not understand you. (: Your friends DO want you to be happy. HUGS.
take care.
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