gosh...too many things comes together that mix up my feelings all the time...
but but but...
i was happy n really happy n really praise lord that my darling is back from korea safety =) he's doing great right now,no sick,no rosak...lol XD darl,i really happy when the time i know u can back from there,for 9 days i cant see u,everyday worry about u,but i never forget to pray for u n ur frens...praise lord that u r fine now =) n thx for the chocolates that u bought me =)
i know u dun have the chance to go out for buy more things,but as long as u r fine,i ad feel happy =)
thanks darling =)recently both of us also busy,tired,i feel that we are getting lesser n lesser time to talk >.<
always look at my frens dating out for movie n this n that...
i feel....both of us also long time pak to ad lu >.<
when im free,u're in bz...when im bz,u're free....lol...what to do...
darling,everytime telling u that i love u,i really mean it..
i know we can overcome the problem n the challenge that coming in the future..
i keep telling myself everyday that i can overcome the feelings..
i don't know how hard is it when the things happen...but i know...
my heart never change....which is...i want to be with u no matter what=)
just take good care of urself...no matter u r studying or teaching,
make sure that u got think about me ar XD hehehe...
back to my life..
dad's problem is getting serious...n i feel that me myself,really needs a counselor...
i cant take it when i need to face all the crazy things that he did to us...
i was born in a healthy family...but then everything changed...
i never see my dad treat us like tat before..
scold ppl like dog...angry like siao ad...
n i never scold my dad before too....
now,every morning also i have to prepare to listen or see what he going to do to us..that's really a bad feelings deep in my heart..coz i never face this kind of prob before..i really scared,really worry,in the same time..i really hates my dad..
everyone of cant really be happy just because of him...
again...he really makes me feel tired....n tired....n sick...
lord,pls listen to my prayer...heals him by ur miracle...
back to my studies..zhen hao n jun rong,me n elaine was ok la,i guys drop geh comment macam we ad fan min..lol..
i just too peik ceik when i facing assignments...im sorry too elaine...
i know my bad temper n pattern >< just forgive me...
i have to face my own prob oso studies in the same time..
it's hard for me...im not finding a excuse to myself to run away from assign,
but i really feel...dunno how...sometimes...i do feel wanna give up..
i really really feel wanna give up deep in my heart...
but i know...it's hard to make a decision...
i will try my best.....im sorry guys....
everything....everything seems to have a big changes....
changes also mean a challenge to me...
i just hope that...i can manage to handle it...
loves,family,studies,prob from everywhere....
i just.want a simple relationship which is only me n you..
i just want a healthy family,which is only all of us..
i just want a clean heart which is only me myself n u my lord....
i just....want to see....EVERYTHING will be FINE as soon as possible...
always look at my frens dating out for movie n this n that...
i feel....both of us also long time pak to ad lu >.<
when im free,u're in bz...when im bz,u're free....lol...what to do...
darling,everytime telling u that i love u,i really mean it..
i know we can overcome the problem n the challenge that coming in the future..
i keep telling myself everyday that i can overcome the feelings..
i don't know how hard is it when the things happen...but i know...
my heart never change....which is...i want to be with u no matter what=)
just take good care of urself...no matter u r studying or teaching,
make sure that u got think about me ar XD hehehe...
back to my life..
dad's problem is getting serious...n i feel that me myself,really needs a counselor...
i cant take it when i need to face all the crazy things that he did to us...
i was born in a healthy family...but then everything changed...
i never see my dad treat us like tat before..
scold ppl like dog...angry like siao ad...
n i never scold my dad before too....
now,every morning also i have to prepare to listen or see what he going to do to us..that's really a bad feelings deep in my heart..coz i never face this kind of prob before..i really scared,really worry,in the same time..i really hates my dad..
everyone of cant really be happy just because of him...
again...he really makes me feel tired....n tired....n sick...
lord,pls listen to my prayer...heals him by ur miracle...
back to my studies..zhen hao n jun rong,me n elaine was ok la,i guys drop geh comment macam we ad fan min..lol..
i just too peik ceik when i facing assignments...im sorry too elaine...
i know my bad temper n pattern >< just forgive me...
i have to face my own prob oso studies in the same time..
it's hard for me...im not finding a excuse to myself to run away from assign,
but i really feel...dunno how...sometimes...i do feel wanna give up..
i really really feel wanna give up deep in my heart...
but i know...it's hard to make a decision...
i will try my best.....im sorry guys....
everything....everything seems to have a big changes....
changes also mean a challenge to me...
i just hope that...i can manage to handle it...
loves,family,studies,prob from everywhere....
i just.want a simple relationship which is only me n you..
i just want a healthy family,which is only all of us..
i just want a clean heart which is only me myself n u my lord....
i just....want to see....EVERYTHING will be FINE as soon as possible...
