aikz...

again...i don't know what i want for now...
what's wrong with me????
i really...don't know how to deal with my feelings...
which make me feel fear.....aikz..
when-why-where-these all happened....
am i really know what i actually want for now and future??
i seriously.....don't know how to move for now...
please..........save me out of here.................>.<