i know i will be fine...

when you want to point on me...
please come to me...
i will admit my fault and do changes...
but to deal and settle the problem there is always a way...
i did feel hurt in my heart...
i don't know how to face it after all...
i'm just a normal human being,i do have my own feelings too...
don't think you are the only one that will feel bad...
the sad thing i saw from there is people never admit their bad...
why?i don't understand why...why they can't see there is a problem?
but turn a big round,still is my fault...
what else can i say?
sometimes i pray that if there is other choice for me,
i will pray that God will show me the way to the right place..
maybe the place right now doesn't belong to me?
maybe the people right there are not really suitable for me?
i really feel like giving up sometimes...heart broken...
felt apart,and felt apart,got back up again and again...
and still there are many things happening around...
i'm glad that through out the camp,
God show me the way...i feel better...
but still i know there are people that started to changed to way they used to be..
i can feel it although they didn't tell me..
because from the way they talk,the way they act...
i already know...the feelings of being rejected is there...
but i keep telling myself that everything is fine..
i know i will be fine as long as i face it...
because i still got friends that belong to me,
true friends that be with me...
and the one that always be with me all the time..
i feel thankful that you always be with me...
everyday,every moment,you will be there to cheer me up..
thanks for your understanding...
thanks for your words...
i pray that someday you will feel the love of my God =)