季节又来到了我的身旁....
最近的天气的确时常在下雨...
每当在下雨时独自驾车,总会有寂寞的感觉...
再加上最近身边的朋友甚至是自己也碰上了''季节''...
说明了是季节嘛,当然是避不开了...
唯有看自己要不要选择用"雨伞"去保护自己...
还是要被季节把自己也给跨到...
好像有点语无伦次...
可是此刻的我真的有这种感觉...
觉得身边的事情都像季节般的...
说来就来,让人毫无防备之心...
不管平时是多么的坚强,也会有被季节攻击的时候...
不管平时是多么的镇定,也会有被季节吓倒的时候...
不管平时是多么的安稳,也会有被季节震动的时候...
季节是否为你带来开心呢?还是为你带来伤心?
人总是那么的矛盾...
当他或她需要你的时候,他或她必定定时定刻的寻找你...
因为你是他或她的代替品...
当他或她不需要你的时候,他或她必定减少寻找你...
因为你真的是他或她的代替品..
也许这一切都是正常的吧...可是对我来说却不是...
我不想让别人成了我的代替品,更不希望成为别人的代替品...
所以...学习不矛盾,不自私,不存任何心机是很重要的...
若你的生活里总是带有心机的,处处去博取别人的可怜;
那我真的觉得你的生活是可悲的...
因为你总是在依赖别人,根本没有为自己着想...
也没有为身边的人着想...
最近的我心情又来起伏不定了...
我好像又迷失了方向.....
该向左还是向右呢...?
该选择面对还是逃避呢...?
该选择包容还是伤害呢...?
该尝试还是放弃呢...?
我要的是....什么啊.....
是时候睡觉了...语无伦次到一个程度.... >.<
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
im officially missing you...
All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you
thanks for mimi coz send me this song..
it's really a good way to describe my feelings right now..
driving back alone all the time...
everytime i wish that the one that beside me is you...
and today..it's rainiy day...
after all the discussion has been done smoothly...
is time to home...on the way home,this song playing repeatly...
all the memories keep on appeared in my mind..
what's on your mind right now...?
will it be the same like me...?
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
'Cause this pain I feel, it won't go away
And today I'm officially missing you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I've fronted long enough to know
There ain't no way
And today I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
All I do is lay around, two years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don't even know you at all, I don't know you at all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it's safe to say, baby, safe to say
That I-I'm officially missing you
Ooh, can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that's something I just can't do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can't find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can't nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I'm officially...
It's official
Hoo, you know that I'm missin' you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I'm officially missin' you
thanks for mimi coz send me this song..
it's really a good way to describe my feelings right now..
driving back alone all the time...
everytime i wish that the one that beside me is you...
and today..it's rainiy day...
after all the discussion has been done smoothly...
is time to home...on the way home,this song playing repeatly...
all the memories keep on appeared in my mind..
what's on your mind right now...?
will it be the same like me...?
im officially missing you....
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
im still alive!
i'm still alive =P
semester break for 2 weeks...
the 2 weeks holiday was like d-e-a-d holiday for me man >< omg!
because dont have time to meet up with my friendssss!!
the one thing i feel happy is went up to cameron with elaine,gina n liang!wuhoo!
what a nice place n a good time for me n myself...
thanks for liang to be the driver =)
although is 2D1N,but it's ad enough for me..
the fresh air make me feel better n is like recharge my brainsss ^^
after cameron trip,is time for me to start working at a friend's place..
data entry,phone calling,everyday i repeart the same thing...
what to do...i need vitamin M so so so much...
dad's cant work anymore...i need to take k of myself...
can't spend much anymore...
aikz,quite suffer when looking friends around me spend with no worries..
but still...thanks God for blessing me...
sometimes when i really really have no $ at all,
brother or some part time job will comes to me...
nice right?pray hard n you will get this too...
although i cant buy any new clothes that on sales,but then...
still ok bah...at least im not naked ma XD hahaha
just...cant control when think about food!!omg..
spend much on food n movie >.<
need to control ad...
work for almost 10 or 13 days for the data entry job..
then busy in helping a church member's wedding...
feel happy and touching when the couple are walking into the church,
holding each other hand,put the super sweet smile on their face,
the music n lighting is on n everything just perfect....
with the blessing from all of the family and friends...
so niceee =)
yea la,i admit that i got the feeling of 'hen ga' la...
cant stop thinking about my future...lol..
when can i hold my husband's hand ...
when can i have my own family with 3 to 4 children..
hahaha...those that know me ad knew that this is my plan XD
dear lord,i pray that u will bless me to have a good husband n healthy children!AMEN!
oh yea..we celebrate elaine aka my best friend/classmate in the world birthday!!!
it's a super belated celebration,but hope u like it ya my dear!!
thank u ah liang for helping me to buy ur gf's present =)
thou there is no more purple colour,but still got the brown one =P
n yea..all the daipat gang (except daipat hao) gather at a place for preparation..
haha..yea,prepared for the tang lung that we going to light up..
that's the surprise for the belated birthday girl!!wuhoo..
we standby in front of her house,then call her out,n we sing the bday song!!haha
dear ar,although the plan got a bit bocor ad la..hahhaa...
but then hope u like it n forgive us for the late celebration ya..
finally u got ur own and nice purse to use ad =) all the best for u!!
there is no full stop in our friendship =)
well...after all of these...fun,work,wedding,celebration...
the 2nd semester started!!meaning that ASSIGNMENTS waiting me!!
the most thing that i worry for now is results man..
lord,i pray that everyone of us can get all pass!!bless us!!
well,1st week as usual is no class one..
me n elaine skipped the class and work at klcc convention center for the jewelry fair =P
worked for 4 days,11 to 6pm..too bad that cant work at the same counter with elaine..
but still having fun and it's another experience for us =)
working with hong kong people,see the way they handle the work,
the way they solve the problem,the way they talk...
nice to meet you all =) take care ya~~
is time to get myself prepared and attending class as a good student XD
lecture...tutorial...practical...lots of assignment lorrr ><
new lecturer n tutor teaching us...still haven get used with them...
some of them are funny,lame,bored...can we tahan for the 14 weeks?!
just hope that everything can go smooth...
and the results will be fine...
yea..that's all for my current life...
quite tired actually...driving here n there alone...><
what to do..life still goes on...n yea..im still alive!!
dear dai pat gang...please take good care ya!!
im sure that the yamcha session is going to re-start SOON XD
dear shapo hsia,please sleep earlier n take k too k...
we will go play play with the juvin n take a lot of picture XD
semester break for 2 weeks...
the 2 weeks holiday was like d-e-a-d holiday for me man >< omg!
because dont have time to meet up with my friendssss!!
the one thing i feel happy is went up to cameron with elaine,gina n liang!wuhoo!
what a nice place n a good time for me n myself...
thanks for liang to be the driver =)
although is 2D1N,but it's ad enough for me..
the fresh air make me feel better n is like recharge my brainsss ^^
after cameron trip,is time for me to start working at a friend's place..
data entry,phone calling,everyday i repeart the same thing...
what to do...i need vitamin M so so so much...
dad's cant work anymore...i need to take k of myself...
can't spend much anymore...
aikz,quite suffer when looking friends around me spend with no worries..
but still...thanks God for blessing me...
sometimes when i really really have no $ at all,
brother or some part time job will comes to me...
nice right?pray hard n you will get this too...
although i cant buy any new clothes that on sales,but then...
still ok bah...at least im not naked ma XD hahaha
just...cant control when think about food!!omg..
spend much on food n movie >.<
need to control ad...
work for almost 10 or 13 days for the data entry job..
then busy in helping a church member's wedding...
feel happy and touching when the couple are walking into the church,
holding each other hand,put the super sweet smile on their face,
the music n lighting is on n everything just perfect....
with the blessing from all of the family and friends...
so niceee =)
yea la,i admit that i got the feeling of 'hen ga' la...
cant stop thinking about my future...lol..
when can i hold my husband's hand ...
when can i have my own family with 3 to 4 children..
hahaha...those that know me ad knew that this is my plan XD
dear lord,i pray that u will bless me to have a good husband n healthy children!AMEN!
oh yea..we celebrate elaine aka my best friend/classmate in the world birthday!!!
it's a super belated celebration,but hope u like it ya my dear!!
thank u ah liang for helping me to buy ur gf's present =)
thou there is no more purple colour,but still got the brown one =P
n yea..all the daipat gang (except daipat hao) gather at a place for preparation..
haha..yea,prepared for the tang lung that we going to light up..
that's the surprise for the belated birthday girl!!wuhoo..
we standby in front of her house,then call her out,n we sing the bday song!!haha
dear ar,although the plan got a bit bocor ad la..hahhaa...
but then hope u like it n forgive us for the late celebration ya..
finally u got ur own and nice purse to use ad =) all the best for u!!
there is no full stop in our friendship =)
well...after all of these...fun,work,wedding,celebration...
the 2nd semester started!!meaning that ASSIGNMENTS waiting me!!
the most thing that i worry for now is results man..
lord,i pray that everyone of us can get all pass!!bless us!!
well,1st week as usual is no class one..
me n elaine skipped the class and work at klcc convention center for the jewelry fair =P
worked for 4 days,11 to 6pm..too bad that cant work at the same counter with elaine..
but still having fun and it's another experience for us =)
working with hong kong people,see the way they handle the work,
the way they solve the problem,the way they talk...
nice to meet you all =) take care ya~~
is time to get myself prepared and attending class as a good student XD
lecture...tutorial...practical...lots of assignment lorrr ><
new lecturer n tutor teaching us...still haven get used with them...
some of them are funny,lame,bored...can we tahan for the 14 weeks?!
just hope that everything can go smooth...
and the results will be fine...
yea..that's all for my current life...
quite tired actually...driving here n there alone...><
what to do..life still goes on...n yea..im still alive!!
dear dai pat gang...please take good care ya!!
im sure that the yamcha session is going to re-start SOON XD
dear shapo hsia,please sleep earlier n take k too k...
we will go play play with the juvin n take a lot of picture XD
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