arghHharghHh!!

what's wrong with me??!!
flu,cough,n super headache,never felt like this before...gosh!
i hate headache!!!!i hate hot wheather!!!i hate....i hate....!!!!
arghhhhh....haiz....am i wrong again...?
i make things worse because of my bad temper...
but...this time i really feel like i did nothing wrong...
i can feel that you are not happy,but i really don't know that you will angry about it...
yea,i admit that i always throw all the anger to you...
but this time,i just feel super not well,and you choose to voice out when i was feeling not well,its makes me feel super super down,sad,speechless,lost...what should i reply?i'm sorry....this is what i can say...
sometimes you din really ask or understand my situation...
you can't imagine how suffer is that feeling...
you can't understand the problem that i'm facing..
sometimes i din really try to understand your problem..
i can't feel your tiredness...
i can't understand your situation..i'm sorry...really sorry...
i just can't stop thinking,and sometimes i don't even know how to tell you all the things that happen around me,because most of the time you are in tired...
you are tired because of practice,tired because of work,
tired because of driving,tired because of assignment,
tired because i always angry you,tired because of waiting me untill you fall asleep...
i'm trying hard to be strong,stop think that much,
be more positive,be more patient on everything,i am trying...
i'm tired too...although my day is not that busy as you..
i'm so sorry...
i care about it because i really love you...
i want to be the best for you...